The dark sky,the silent environs,the sad mind and the silent heart… Everything is standing still,it seem like the universe is watching me waiting for a silly move from me.. Well everything waits for me except the soft cool music from my headphones.. Oh God i love the music,its like communicating my own emotions to me… It sounds sarcastic again but anyway its “i need you” by Chris Brown,quite emotional but anyway.
So I’m back to the same favorite spot,i think i should write something about it but its all about life,everything is all but one step at a time,just as what we had started building together.
A still voice…
Oh God its your voice,now I’m distracted because i want to listen more of your voice. I listen to your laughter(well a hint,i think your laughter is what made me learn the mastery art of humor),your laughter fascinates me. It makes me lose my mind,it gives me sad memories,it ignites the portion of my emotions that i told one of my conscience to bury it temporarily,Sadness?Madness? Neither. Loneliness? Yes that’s it for now … No its emptiness,yes i feel empty,i feel i lack something,that feeling brings tears..
Tears…
Talking about tears,you remember the day you made me cry,we were here,the same exact place I’m seated now… You were on my right,you were telling me something (well i guess you were supposedly trying to convince my heart that It made a mistake),something that made me cry…
Cry memories…
Well do you remember our sweet talks,talks about how assholes we have been in our lives,about the many mistakes we made in our lives,about what we wish would happen again….. About how we acted stupid in love,well about many things all that i remember is that our conversations always ended in the morning when people woke up and found us on out way to sleep….
Sweet memories….
I’d then take you into my arms ,you’d look me straight in my eyes and say the magical three words “You’re the best ” ,i’d smile and kiss you passionately thanking my heart for making that mistake.
And now here i am,at the same spot we last kissed,counting months that i last saw you.. And the same song once again started…
The song…
Its so musical,so tuneful,so colorful… It makes the body sway on its beats.. But the message makes the heart cry,makes the muscles week and worst makes me cry…
The lyrics…
“I MISS YOU”
brianelsalvador3 